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That's how I feel..
I find myself extremely alone... The people I've made as friends are leaving.. And the people I try and be friends with are already safe enough in their own group of friends that I've no space to fit in.. I mean, no ones really unkind to me or anything, but.. I just don't fit in.. Becky's leaving.. Mike's leaving.. Elias already left me... Shelbi.. Shelbi's leaving... I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'd prefer for eeryone to just hate me everywhere. At least that way, I wouldn't have to struggle to try and make relationships. I'm just gonna give up on everything...
