Shelbi!

i love muh shelbi and i is bloggin just fer her bc she likes wen i blog!!!!! :D E>

Tell Your Children The Truth

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So! After about a month and 4 incomplete/un-published posts later.. I've finally been hit. With the inspiration. The inspiration I seek to actually commit to one of these posts! It'd been missing for a while.. What with a month long Christmas break, stress of college, and other such pleasures, I've finally come to a revelation. So. Alas, we begin.

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I am a dreamer.

I dream of being something great.

I imagine, I wish..

Mostly, I like to imagine I'm super sometimes..

Like, I'm a hero..

You see.. I live my life in fantasy.

I play games, watch shows, all these things that revolve around...

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Heroes.

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Final Fantasy,

Dragon Ball Z,

Batman,

Superman,

Outlaw Star,

Lots lots more.

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And, I like to combine these, in my mnid, and become something greater than I could ever possibly become. And, I grow sad and weary at times because I know that I will never reach my dreams... My dreams are beyond the stars.. Beyond the far reaches of space and imagination...

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Well...

Most of them.

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I also dream of Love.

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With most of the heroes I watch, there is ALWAYS, at least 99.9% of the time, Love. Complete. Undying. Far surpassing the abilities held by the heroes themselves. And that is where I find myself dreaming most vividly.

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I know I'll never fly through the skies.

I'll never be strong enough to right the wrongs in the world.

I'll never possess supernatural, superhuman, any kind of super abilities.

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Except One.

I love like there's no tomorrow. I put my whole entire heart into love. That's one thing I can be proud of. The dream I'm sure of. The dream I know I've already reached.

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As Shelbi is gone.. Enjoying her time at disney world [: And I lay back watching Superman Returns.. I was suddenly struck with my realizations... I became sullen about never being able to have powers such as his.. But, then I realized.. Most of these heroes experience tragic romance. But I;ve surpassed evn the heroes of legend and lore and fantasy. I have a stupendous love!!! And I'm so thasnkful for it [: I'm exuberant about having my dearest Shelbi. Many a time I thought I'd found what I'd been searching for... I was experiencing tragic romances that of what the heroes had. But, the dreams weren't to settle for that of heroes. What I've found now is a true, real dream. Except my dream is reality.

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In all honesty, I've put an immeasurable amount of thought into marriage. Yes, I know. That's a huge deal. Tremendous, in fact. But, even though Shelbi and I have only dated 6 months, I've realized countless times that Shelbi is infalliable. At least, in respect, to our relationship. We simply coincide so well together [: I've never had a relationship as lasting as this one.. She's officially my longest relationship.. [: As well as my most stable relationship.. Right from the beginning.

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She had me at. "Hello.."

Or rather, "I like your shoes.."

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And thus, I know, Shelbi is the girl I wish to be with for all eternity, although I've come to relaize eternity itself shall never be mine to roam [: